"Now I no longer wish to be loved, beautiful, happy or successful.
I want one thing and one thing only - to be left alone."
Hello, my name is Edie. Welcome inside my cyberbrain. Ever since I was a little girl, I knew that I wanted to live inside the internet. This is me finally making that lifelong dream come true. I like to talk about lots of things, especially music. I am a big fan of all things odd and obscure. My favourite place on earth is the small churchyard by my house, where I can find peace amongst the trees and the dead. I hope you can find a similar kind of peace here.
This website will is still under contstruction at the moment. There are a lot of unfinished pages and links to nowhere but I hope you can still enjoy looking around.
[20 Apr 2025 01:09]
I have been thinking about "community" a lot recently. I have been going to a lot of events by myself and meeting new people. My social anxiety used to be a lot worse. I didn't realise how much it was taking away from my life until I overcame it. I am still scared of people and of being ridiculed but it doesn't consume my brain space the way it did before. I can say now, with great certainty: I like people. I have been feeling a great deal of affection towards strangers as of late. Things that used to piss me off have started to make me feel fond in a way that is hard to articulate. People are just so silly and so endearingly bizarre.