I.
YOU CALLED ME FAT GIRL. FAT GIRL. FAT GIRL. YOU SAID FAT GIRL. AND ALL OF THE SCREEN PRINTED INKJET GIRLS IN PAPER GLOSS SAID FAT GIRL. FAT GIRL. AND MOTHER SLAPPED HER OWN STOMACH AND MADE SUCH A SICK OLD FACE I NEARLY CRIED AND SHE SAID FAT GIRL. FAT GIRL. AND POKED AT HER BELLY TIL IT BRUISED AND SAID NOT YOU NO NEVER YOU. BUT AS I GREW SHE DIDNT SEEM SO SURE. THE LOOK SHE GAVE ME IN THE MIRROR SAID FAT GIRL. FAT GIRL. AND I HATED FAT GIRL. I WANTED HER DEAD SO I WENT OUT OF MY FUCKING HEAD WITH NUMBERS BLOWING UP MY LIFE WITH FAT GIRL INSIDE HOPING IT WOULD KILL HER BUT SHE KEPT COMING BACK EVEN WHEN THE NUMBERS PROMISED SHE WAS GONE FOREVER AND ALL THE VOMIT DIDNT SEEM WORTH IT WHEN FAT GIRL WAS STILL AROUND SHOVING HER FAT FINGERS IN MY FACE AND LAUGHING BECAUSE SHE KNEW IT WAS ALL FOR NAUGHT AND ALL THE HUNGER WOULD NEVER KILL HER ONLY MAKE THE SQUEEZE TIGHTER. ONLY MAKE MY BREATH THIN BECAUSE GIRLS LIKE HER CAN NEVER DIE.
II.
FAT GIRL COUGHS IMPOLITELY WHEN YOU SWALLOW YOUR SMOKE AND IT DOESNT MAKE YOU THINNER IT JUST MAKES YOUR TEETH YELLOW AND NOW YOU SMELL YELLOW ALL OVER PURE BILE PURE SMOKE PURE THICK FAT YELLOW THAT DRIPS ON THE PAVEMENT WHEN YOU WALK LIKE A SNAIL TRAIL OF SICKNESS THAT MAKES PEOPLE STOP AND STARE, COUNT THE BRUISES ON YOUR KUNCKLES ON YOUR KNEES, FROM ENDLESS PRAYERS TO FAT GIRL - THE GODDESS OF ENDLESS HUMILIATION WHO BLESSES HER DEVOTED UNBELIEVERS WITH TERROR AND LOATHING THAT GOES ON FOREVER AND EVER. FAT GIRL DOESNT CARE. FAT GIRL LOVES YOU. FAT GIRL THINKS YOU'RE A CRAZY BITCH AND YOU SHOULD THROW OUT THAT TRASH BAG OF VOMIT YOU NEVER TOLD ANYONE ABOUT.