[18 September 2025 13:27]
September always feels like a fresh start to me. I guess it's because it marks the start of the school year. I haven't been in school for years now but there is still something about the September air that makes me feel refreshed and new. The trees shed their leaves and I shed all of the sun-drenched sadness that stained me in summer. Last week I took a tab of acid and sat on a bench by the river watching the night drift away into dawn again. I realised that I was very small and very young and that I would be okay.
[16 June 2025 21:10]
In in rather unfortunate lapse in judgement I made the mistake of returning to the platform formerly known as 'Twitter'. My brain is rotting inside my skull. Having been away from all social media except Tumblr for the past 9 months, I had forgotten just how bleak the modern internet landscape has become. Now, having been reminded, I feel compelled to return to my personal website and regain control over my experience online.
[03 May 2025 2018]
The kitten keeps trying to eat my fingers and toes. I am amazed by how gentle he has learned to be. I know from experience that kitten claws and teeth can be extremely sharp but he is very careful when he plays. It is wonderful to have such a tiny, new living thing around; everything excites him! I am fascinated watching him interact with the world. Everything must seem so huge and new when you are so small and so young. Right now he is laying under my bed covers, warming my feet with the heat of his tiny body and, occasionally, trying to eat my toes.